A wise friend once told me on my birthday that 25 will be a life changing year for me. Little did I know or could predict the series of events that would occur. A year filled with learning what being vulnerable meant and allowing people into my circle of trust so they could help me heal. I gained courage to ask for help from others and accepted the fact that it was okay to not be okay. I let go of being such a perfectionist and having unrealistic expectations for myself. I celebrated the small victories of each day. Soon, I was having more good days than bad days. The sun seemed to be shining a lighter brighter in my life. I wasn't trying so hard to be happy, but it came naturally now.
After gaining self confidence in myself, I needed to push myself to grow and step outside my comfort zone. I left behind a job that I enjoyed and people that cared about me to pursue my personal goals. I was walking into the unknown. As scary as that was, I knew I needed to make the leap. If I failed, it would be okay. It would be a learning opportunity.
I would start a new chapter of my life with someone with the intention that a future together was possible. I was cautious in making this decision, but everything aligned itself to make it right for me & I had to go with my heart. He inspires me to grow and encourages me to dream endlessly. He is so gracious & caring, but most importantly, loves me at my worst unconditionally.
So on the eve of my 26th birthday in Phu Quoc, he asked me to spend the rest of my life with him. I said, yes absolutely. It felt like a fairytale. I could not have asked for a better way to end 25 & start my 26th year.
